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January 10, 2005

Why is it so difficult to write?

Oh my god. Has it really been so long since I wrote on this site of mine? I haven't even been THAT busy. Why do i find it so difficult to write I ask myself.....

It's not like I cannot write, don't like to write, don't have time to write or just don't care to write. It has very much to do with my piece of mind I think. The times I can write and actually produce good writing at the same time are rare. I have to have this certain state of mind, a calmness, over myself that I don't often enough allow myself to find. Laziness usually kicks in before that moment. After school, sports, coding or work I much rather prefer to just hang on the couch and watch TV.

So currently I'm at my parents, just relaxing a bit and enjoying pure piece and quiet. Other times that I feel like writing are often during travelling. In the train for instance. Unfortunatly I don't own a laptop and I hate writing on paper. Still I miss it often. So I SHOULD force myself to do it more often. I'm trying to find ways to make this happen but it's just so hard....

Anyone got an idea????

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